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June 14th, 2005

06:50 am well i've spend the past couple days acually almost a week now at my friends house n we've hunged out with her freinds lots , when to this rellly yummy resturesut 5 times , i rode the awesome metro again n gone shopping lotss lotss lotss , met this tottally cutee stranger n its been good weather for this ppast couple days n it was my mommys birthday on the 12 n i gatt her this really cute ring n this really exotic gold bracelt but i like the ring a lot so i've been wearing it for the past 2 days n today i'm gone leave her house but at likke 10 or 11 ! i 've gat blisters again from walking soo much nnn omggomgomgomgomgomgomgomOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I met Alexandra today from star acadamy shes my fav but she gat out last week when she totally shouldn'ttt have shes soo nice n down to earth n i'm so madd i did't have my camera but inka took a pic with her phone Current Mood: drained

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June 8th, 2005

01:04 pm still in bulgaria n its beeen really rainy these past 2 days i have like a ton of blissters cause me n irina walked from the center of sofia to like her niegborhood which took us like 2 hours n then before that day i went with veronica all over vitoshka which has like the best stores n i bought a couple stuff n then we went in front of this big building where there akways housting stuff n sat on this bench n it tunred out to be the beer feast n evryone was really loud n then this guys started talking to us n they were like in 11 n 12 n there like r u 2 in 10 n i started saying no i acually graduated 7 but right before i said 7 she said she grDUAED 10 n i started cracking up they wanted our phone numbers but like i didn't give mine so she jest gave them her cell n they called her monday n asked hher if we could all go to the movies friday n then sunday with irina we went to her schoool at like night cause thats where evryone hangs out n i met her friends n omg 2 of them were absolotely gourgoues n cute n nice n hilarioues n like one of them was really flirty towards her so like i'm r u 2 going out n shes like no way n i'm like his gonna ask u out really soon n long story short he did oo ya i g2g really sooon so to conclude guess what tedi did !!!!!!!!!!!! i went to a soccer game but like a really imortant one that the best of bulgarian players were playing n croatia n it was awesome i screamed soooooooooo loud for bulgaria that evry body in sector a was staring at me hahha Current Mood: ecstatic

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June 1st, 2005

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May 25th, 2005

12:56 pm so now its like 5 min before i leave but i'n not gann bring my laptop cause my suitcase it jammed n the extra suitcase it even more jammed n my purse is jammed n my flower print backpack is full so no room i'm gann ones again miss u guys mmeaning well u know who u r but yesterday was soo wayy funn since i didn't go to school well thats it for real this time xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo mhua Current Mood: bouncy

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May 24th, 2005

05:54 pm so today was the official last day of chooll but like no one went so it counted as yesterday but it seresly doens't fee like it well in the past like 2 weeks or so i ve changed so much n i like like it its made me learn that u can have really friends that u can have fun n not worry bout what u will say n having it end up all over but eww i 've also had the exact oppisone but i've learned the lil quote betray me ones shame on u betreya me twice shame on us betray me three times as a friend shame shame on me so i ve learned my lesoon n never again will i get involved with those type of ppl well moving oni'm glad all of them gat mad at me for no apparent reason cause thats when i started hanging out with the coolest bestest most funest adorably ppl on the planet which i absolutly adore well tommrows the big day can't wait but its gann be a longgg flight with my mother which i don't know if i will survive in one piece hopeful i will be in luck n there won't be any seats together yesss hopefully but i doubt it truetfully haha the day i get back i'm haning out with ashely n collean n evryone else from yesterday cause ashely promised caus shes so cool n i'm gann miss them all so much when the leave me next year but i'm gann hang out with them like evry weekend cause there soo hottt n sizzleing i've still gat a couple more things to do before the trip which i was ganna do today but i woke up soo late n i dunno why but i have like absolutly no energy today so i have to wake up at 7 or 8 tommrow morning to get it all ready well i dunno when i will rite again but i will call a couple of u during the summer like collean n ashely mhau much luv to u guys iknow long enty but its mine journal so get over it Current Mood: luv the cutsey bear

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May 23rd, 2005

04:53 pm today was one of the best days this year even thou that movie was damn fucked up it was soo much fun but sumone omfg is such a frekan clingue wannabee ewwww i was acaully pretty good in silent ball i only gat out cause i was talking ahh i hung out all day with collean , ashley and a couple other ppl n it was soo fun i cracked up like all the time but i sereasly think i'm gann cry now i've been down evr since enrichment cause its really starting to hit me that this year is over n all my friends r leaving n now i'm soo sad cause i dunno what high school to go to n i luv ya u guys n i'm gann misss u alll sooo terriblllleee muchhh i dunno if i'm gann go tommrow maight hang out with colle n ashely but i'm not to keen on the beach idea so i'm gann go now cause it making all so sad to think back on this year n now thats it over i would go back to any of those days but i was soo hyper before espeacally went i went to go gettt my awesome math awardddd n omg i jest remembered i sang into carrriee's camera n i'm singing n jubing down n up then i'm walking down a runway n dancing hahaha 3 days left to acually be in bulgaria 10 of my friends r meeting me at the airoport yesssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: i'm gann miss u all

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May 21st, 2005

10:33 pm i've beenn packing for most of the day n i'm not even done yet but omg i had the most adorable dream ever its was sooo adorable sexiii hahah lol i'm soo funn well i gat to go pack Current Mood: busy

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12:55 am this made me mad i had this whole long entry n it exed me out n sarah is here but shes againg like a total bitch n a grouchy n really mean to cocoa so its geeting me pissed off but the night to this point was great really fun we took a ton of walks n had 5 honks haha i was like yess but surprised but w/e Current Mood: sarah being a ho

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May 20th, 2005

03:00 pm i didn't go to school today which was pretty good but i didn't pack n i know that i'm gann have to pack all day tomrow n the days r really winding down i feel rea;;y anxioues n exited n can't wait but i have no plns for tonight ... yet so hopeully that will change comment tell me how the day went w/e want Current Mood: anxious

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May 19th, 2005

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May 18th, 2005

09:13 pm 6 more days till bulgaria HOOOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA N 4 more days of schoool yippppeeee even thou i will sum ppl but hopefully sum ppl won't be on my team next year i had 3 hours of sleep last night n i took a sleeping ppl n it didn't work isn't that great hahah jkkk Current Mood: silly

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May 16th, 2005

07:12 pm omg this weekend was so fun saturday during the day i gat evrything ready for packing this weekend putting stuff away so i don't come back to them dusty tthen we picked up the awesome amberly n went to the mall but we gat thier soooo late that it was closing like 15 min after we gat thier so we went to this lil stand for glasses so i bought this biggg pink ones that r like knockoff of chanel which is lways a plus n she bought this small pink ones u know after we spend like 30 min thier then we were gann go watch a movie but nutting good was playing so we went to the lil bulgarian cafe funnnn thier n at like 3:30 we left n then we fianlly like fell asleep at like 4:30 so the next day we slept till like 12:30 then we diid a whole bunch stuff n we watched closer which omg thier was serously sumthing intriging bout that movie both good n bad well thats it today was pretty good we gat our yearbooks phhh n it was better then last year cause i was on the yearbook staff n my pic dones't look horrible like last year yippppeeee BUT me n jessica were looking at in on the bus so then we felt so fucking sick but now i gat to get started on studying for the social studies final ***ewww**** Current Mood: I HAD CEREAL N IT WAS YUMMY

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May 9th, 2005

04:37 pm omg today was so fucking funny i coulnd't stop laughting n then chorus was the best cause me n collean kept talkin n omg hottties big time i'm in love with them hahahah lol but now i'm sooo sadd cause like collean n them r leaving me next year !!!!!! *tear * tear* tear* but my mom was like walking Cocoa when me n sarah were talkiiengg n theb the guyus i saw saturday with the cute shine black mercedies kept making circles n then they honked n then sarah kept gigilng haha funny n then my mom gave a lil talk shes like thats how lil girls kept abtucked i was thinking omg i would hope u would think i would never talk to them but i guess she doesn't loser*** but they were pretty eye candy jest not as much as our list collean Current Mood: happyy

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May 7th, 2005

10:38 pm omg today was so fucking messed up i always end up chosing the worst choice there is to possibly make but i do apologize to my mommy she is great but my dad is still a jackass uhhhh i gat into a huge fight with them n ended missing the greek wedding which suxs monkey balls n now i 'm grouned but w/e they left n evry single electronnic is now on hahahha !!!! this weekend was very wastefull i mean evrything is gann change next year n half of my friends won't be here n i'm gone for the summer n thers only like 2 orr 3 weekends left that r acaully ganna be well well not diffrent n this one well is fucked up Current Mood: times r changing Current Music: untitled by simple plan

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May 2nd, 2005

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May 1st, 2005

04:13 pm well i couldn't fall asleep till like 6 and then Cocoa WOKE ME UP AT 9 to take him out and then i fell asleep again n then fianlly woke up at 1 but i' mstill fucking tired n then i burned a cd or i tryed but i accidentaly screwed up the program n i don't know how to fix it n now i'm gann starrt on that letter for language arts Jesti Veligden !!!! Happy Easter !!!!! muahh hope its happy Current Mood: thinking bout old days in bg Current Music: shes no you

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12:40 pm - oops i scrwed up the time cause like i gat consused its like 12 : 40 now last one haha Spell out your name & see what it means!! A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it. D - You have trouble trusting people. e - u r really exiting F - Everyone loves you. G - You have excellent ways of viewing people. H - You are not judgemental. I - You are always smiling & making others smile. J - Jealousy. K - You like to try new things. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. M - Success comes easily to you. N - You like to work, but you always want a break. O - You are very open-minded. P - You are very friendly and understanding. Q - You are a hypocrite. R - You are a social butterfly. S - You are very broad-minded. T - You have an attitude, a big one. U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. V - You have a very good physical and looks. W -You like your privacy . X - You never let people tell you what to do . Y - You cause a lot of trouble. Z - You're always fighting with someone T - You have an attitude, a big one. e - u r really exiting D - You have trouble trusting people. I - You are always smiling & making others smile. yepp lets see what happens with my full name T - You have an attitude, a big one. e - u r really exiting O - You are very open-minded. D - You have trouble trusting people. O - You are very open-minded. R - You are a social butterfly. A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. almost the same n still true exept me being quuite that like rarely evr happens Current Mood: headachechyy

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12:30 pm - umm omg may jest started which means 25 more days till bulgaria Deep thoughts about Life Do you live in the moment?: ya exept i keep thinking bout this summer Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yep exept when ppl r being jackasses Do you have any secrets?:mhh Do you hate yourself?: no wayy Do you like your handwriting?: haha thats funny Do you have any bad habits?:umm yaa too llike compuslive bout things being in the perfect place without anyone messing them up if a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: (UMM LET ME MAKE IT GOOD) Thoughts r runing thru my head Can you sing?:VERY LOVELYY Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:i fucking hope not Are you a loner?- nooo wayy i hate being alone What are your #1 priorities in life?: me!! n my future If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: ya like bff's Are you a daredevil?- oo yaa lolllolol Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: umm hate nah Are you passive or agressive?: depemds Do you have a journal? mi beloved xanga What is your greatest strength and weakness?: requires too much writting If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:mhhh ya Do you think you are emotionally strong?: as a matter of fact yess Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: oo yaa Do you think life has been good so far?:yepp What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: think before u act What do you like the most about your body?: my pretty eyes Are you confident?: yea What is the fictional character you are most like?: umm i dunoo i haved read a book that made me think of me Are you perceived wrongly?:i'm thinking yaa Do You... Smoke?: **yuck** Do drugs?: ewww Read the newspaper?: umm no wayy Go to church?: nope Talk to strangers who IM you?: haha yaa Sleep with stuffed animals?:mhh yaa Take walks in the rain?: yep hhaa thats funny too Drive?: i did in my grandparents villa in bulgaria Like to drive fast?: um oo ya considering i don't have a driver lisens Like your voice?:YEPPPERZZZZZZZZ Been out of the country?: OFCOURSE Eaten something that made other people sick?:umm i dunno i don't think so Been in love?: not yet Done drugs?:yuckkyy Gone skinny dipping?: nahh Had a medical emergency?: yes i did Had surgery?: no i didn't Ran away from home?: not yet Exercise:occasionally Played strip poker?:haha that made me think of last summer with my stefan n veronica n slavko haahaha Gotten beaten up?:nopee Beaten someone up?: oo yaa well acually i did bite off thischicks nose when i was like 5 lol Been picked on?: umm ya Been on stage?:yepperzs Slept outdoors?: none that i can thing off at the moment Pulled an all nighter?: yapp If yes, what is your record?: like hours without sleep well i think it was like 40s sumthing Gone one day without food?: ya Talked on the phone all night?: mhh what do u think Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yaa Made out with a stranger?: noo Thought you're going crazy?: yaaaa!!!! Been betrayed?: oo yaa Had a dream that came true?: yepperzs Broken the law?: i don't think so Met a famous person?:ya gloria she used to be my fav bulgaria singer told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: ya whne i was like a tot sorta Stolen anything?:neverrr Been on radio/tv?: when i was lil Been in a mosh-pit?: noo Had a nervous breakdown?: yaaa Bungee jumped?:nahh Had a dream that kept coming back?:nopee Beliefs .... Belive in life on other planets?: ya Miracles?: very Astrology?: yes i doo Magic?:??magian magic - noo God?: yes Satan?: no Santa?: haha oo yaa Ghosts?: yep Luck?: ya Love at first sight?:well afcourse that how me n my future hubbie r gann fall in love Witches?: yea Easter bunny?: noo Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: ofcoursee i mean my hubbie better be or his gann face a biggg lawsuit against like emotional breakdown haha n a divore Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: umm maybe Do you wish on stars?:yaaaaa Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: sorta i think Do you think God has a gender?: ya Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake?: no wayy its the best thing evr What do you find romantic?: flowers chocalate stuffed animal surprises jewelery poems songs ..... Turn-on?:charming , nice , kind , vegetarian , prince haha , cute , hott , smart , worldy , democrat , sure of himself , preppy , goffey ,romantic , hilarioues not afraid to be himself or make an idoit of himself Turn-off?: hunter , stupid , crule n crude If someone who you had no interest in dating, was interested in dating you, how would u feel?: flatter???? uncomfterbaly definenlty Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: duhh Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: it sorta is these days not that that means i would evr take that role but yaa Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive:no god that seems shallow What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:there too unmature n horny n perve What's the last present someone gave you?:sarah hair tatoons Are you in love?: no but i totally wish Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you?: i dunno maybe heres one right now You wanted to kill?: well no one exept i read this thing bout how animals r skinned alive for fur so ppl who wear FURRRRR That you laughed at?: cocoa That laughed at you?:amberly n lisa That turned you on?: watching jesse mcartney's video You went shopping with?: amberly n lisa That broke your heart?:no one yet To disappoint you?: mommy to make you cry?: mommy To brighten up your day?: cocoa That you thought about?:haha not telling You saw a movie with?: amberly nn lisa You talked to on the phone?: mom You talked to through IM/ICQ?: umm collean i think!!! You saw?: my daddy You lost?: mmm yaa Right This Moment... Body part you're touching right now: my head since i have a headache What are you worried about right now?: high school n leaving all my friends behind What book are you reading?: the party room - after hours What's on your mousepad?: the keys u type with Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired , headache , musickee haha , singin Are you bored?: not really like evr i always find sumthin to amuse myself with Are you tired?: yeppers Are you talking to anyone online?:evrtyone gay n away Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: calling moommy to see how the concert is going Are you lonely or content?: content Are you listening to music?: yepp Let go by FRou frOU done i think thats for tonight with the surveys Current Mood: survey mode Current Music: don't phunk with my heart

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April 30th, 2005

11:27 pm Choose one... red or blue? blue Chevy or Honda? no clue Foreign or Domestic? foreign tv or computer? umm tv day or night? day jessica simpson or ashley simpson? ashellee Pick One ... SHOWS: Simple Life 2 or Quintuplets: the first one Fear Factor or Ripleys Believe it Or Not- the first one Family Guy or The Simpsons: no way i'm picking that there both crude Futurama or Simpsons: yukc Degrassi or The OC: omg how can anyone aask that the oc u dumbass MUSIC: Avril or Outkast: outkast Blink 182 or New Found Glory: first one Guns N Roses or Scorpions? no clue who they r Weezer or Sugarcult: sugarcult Nirvana or Misfits: i dunno The Distillers or Anti Flag: ones again don't know American Hi Fi or White Stipes: umm first one People: Bush or Kerry: omggg Kerryyy duh bush fiirst of all republican n second hes like duhhhhhhhh!!!! bin Laden or Huessein: Hilary Duff or Lindsay Lohen: - i hate this backround n id on't know how to change it n its really blahh Current Mood: mellow Current Music: since u been gone

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